It Is Out Of My Control

It’s true. I have no control over the weather. As a person that is a control freak, this is very hard for me.

New Years Eve tornado, Good Friday tornado, Joplin Tornado, just now in Kansas City. All within six months, right here in Missouri.

Two days ago, I drove through a very strong storm experiencing straight line winds that sent trees and branches flying, as well as hail. It sent me into a panic attack…in the car.

I wasn’t afraid of dying. I wasn’t afraid of losing material things.

I was afraid that my loved ones wouldn’t be able to find me, or know what happened to me. I didn’t want them to go through that.

I ran outside during the noon hour today and photographed the sky you see above. Just two hours west of me, they are being pummeled RIGHT NOW with storms and some tornadoes. We are at high risk today here in St. Louis.

It is out of my control. I am stressing. I do have a plan.

I just want it all to stop. But, as I look outside at the now, blue skies and bright-shining sun, that is to change in just a few short hours.

Yes, it is out of my control.